what to do? what to do?

Sooo.. he left today. Three whole days that I won't see him(including today). It feels... weird. I'm going crazy.

The final battle of the bands is tomorrow night. People are going CRAZY! I hear now that they aren't letting people who leave get back in. That's gonna suck. Guess I'm gonna have to get my Jones' soda before I go in.

Jacksonville State. Approximately 6 months. Wow. I have my schedule and everything. Honestly.. I'm terrified.

In my Fine Arts class, for the final nine weeks of school, we'll throw the work out the window and do a play. I'm sooooo excited. We might do this rendition of A Midsummer Night's Dream. Pretty fairy costumes?? I'm totally in.

Give me some kind of sign that I'm doing this right. Am I? It's unfamiliar territory to me and I have no idea what I'm supposed to be like. I want to be perfect, but I don't feel like I'm good enough. I'm constantly falling short and feeling not wanted. Please, I have to know.